How Far Would You Go?

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How Far Would You Go?

Have you ever had that someone that you were dying to get close but you are unwilling to take the risk for, for example a really close friend of yours. It’s like you don’t want to ruin the relationship that you two already had, that’s why you refuse to take the first step. I don’t know if you ever heard this saying that “Possession is the beginning of losing”. When you belong to someone, you bound to get to know them. All the good things and the bad things. The flaws, the wound, the scars that they had, who they are, what kind of a beast they can be. And when you know who they are for real, deep and down… things might not work out. From someone who you thought knows you the best, to a complete stranger. From someone who you were dying to spend time with, to someone who you would never say hello again. Sometimes it’s better to just stay where we are because taking a step forward might be too risky, and you are not willing to risk the relationship that you had now. Lots of people said that your heart knows best, and if you are not sure what to do just listen to what your heart says. But no, in a relationship where it meant so much to you, You’d rather sit back and let it go. Sometimes it’s better to do something that’s logical and rational… even if your heart was ripping apart and you are constantly questioning whether it is the right decision, not for yourself only but for both of you. You know... for all the possibilities that you could have been and could have had.


      Even though I’m dying to get a step closer to you, but the conscious self of me is unwilling and unable to take the first step. Maybe who and what we are right now is the best both of us can and will ever be. 

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