50 Random Questions

3:18 AM Nathasya Pricilia B Kristianto 0 Comments



50 Random Questions
1: What would you name your future daughter?
Haven't really thought about it... but I like those english classic names like Victoria, Elizabeth. Also I think Maya is a very pretty name too.

2: Do you miss anyone?
Yes.

3: What if I told you that you were pretty?
Thank you.  You've just made my day!

4: Ever been told “it’s not you, it’s me”?
Nope, the other way around. 

5: What are you looking forward to in the next week?
Nothing in particular...... 

6: Did you go out or stay in last night?
I got an event, so yea I went out but not for more fun but for work.

7: How late did you stay up last night?
10.30? HAHAHAHA embarrassing I know but I was exhausted as hell yesterday. 

 8: Honestly, has anyone seen you in your underwear in the past 3 months?
YES. My sister and my mom, DUH.

 9: What were you doing at 12:30 this afternoon?
Gave my dog a bath, now she smells... great! 

10: Have you ever told somebody you loved them and not actually meant it?
Nope, I only said it when I really mean it ;)

 11: Could you go for the rest of your life without drinking alcohol?
It'd be a lie if I say yes, I like alcohol at times when it is needed ;P

 12: Have you pretended to like someone?
Yes which I feel really stupid because you are basically lying not only to the other person but also to yourself, and no feeling is worse than that. 

 13: Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette?
Not a smoker. 

14: Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile?
Yes! Those are the ones who are worth to keep and I believe they know who they are! 

15: Is it hard for you to get over someone?
Depends on? If there are many things going on with my life then it will be quite easy. 

16: Think back five months ago, were you single?
o,O

 17: Have you ever cried from being so mad?
I cried because I'm mad because its unfair. So basically I cried when the situation is unfair for me.

18: Hold hands with anyone this week?
o,O

19: Did your last kiss take place in/on a bed?
LOL I don't know... you guess?

 20: Who did you last see in person?
Errrrrrr.... my sister? whose room is not even next door but is interconnected with my room through the bathroom, which means that even if I lock my room she can still go inside?

 21: What is the last thing you said out lot?
to my sister:
      " HAHAHAA ITU DI BAWAH ADA BANYAK SNACK AMBIL AJA KALI... RIBUT BANGET SIH?" 
cos I ate her chips :S

 22: Have you kissed three or more people in one night?
Lol this one should be answered by Elaine, Icen and Yiling! 

23: Have you ever been to Paris?
Nope!

 24: Are you good at hiding your feelings?
To stranger yes, definitely not to people who I'm really close with. 

 25: Do you use chap stick?
of course, nothing is more unattractive than chapped lips! 

26: Who did you last share a bed with?
My sister for noon nap ;P

 27: Are you listening to music right now?
Listening to Hardwell sets @Tomorrowland 2015 ;( 

28: What is something you currently want right now?
Yep. But its a secret I'll let everyone know when I have it

 29: Were your last three kisses from the same person?
Nopess

 30: How is your heart lately?
Confused?

 31: Do you wear the hood on your hoodie?
Only when its cold.. or when I'm walking outside with my bare face so no one can recognize me hahahah

 32: When was the last time a member of the opposite sex hugged you?
2 months back? ;ppppppp

 33: What do people call you?
"Cha", "Sya", "Eh", "Adek", "Nat"

 34: Have you ever wanted to tell someone something but didn’t?
Yep. I actually wanted to tell someone something, but I couldn't bring myself to it so I didnt.. for the better ;) 

 35: Are there any stressful situations in your life?
Yes, but I would say most is insignificant to other people who really STRUGGLES at life. 

 36: What are you listening to right now?
told you Hardwell sets

 37: What is wrong with you right now?
My indecisiveness is killing me, My constant wondering of what will the future holds too. 

 38: Love really is a beautiful thing huh?
Yes and No. 

 39: Do you make wishes at 11:11?
nope, didnt believe such things ;)

 40: What is on your wrists right now?
Nothing, hate wearing bracelet or watch. I like my wrist things-free ;P

 41: Are you single/taken/heartbroken/confused/waiting for the unexpected?
confused and waiting for the unexpected. 

42: Where did you get the shirt/sweatshirt you’re wearing?
Zara

43: Have you ever regretted kissing someone?
Yes. 

 44: Have you hugged someone within the last week?
HAHAHAHHAAHA

 45: Have you kissed anyone in the last five days?
nopes

46: What were you doing at midnight last night?
Sleeping my life out.... 

47: Do you miss the way things were six months ago?
I miss my life in Guangzhou ;)

48: Would you rather sleep with someone else or alone?
Depends on who I'm sleeping with ;P

49: Have you ever been to New York?
Nope, but would love to. Someday in winter, on Christmas. But its not on top of my travel list ;) I would love to visit more exotic and untouched places like Tibet, Myanmar, Cambodia  

50: Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?
They did. Yes,,,, did. 

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The Break Up Post

6:54 AM Nathasya Pricilia B Kristianto 0 Comments

     
The Break Up Post

After spending close to 3 years together, it was difficult to end something that used to be really important for me. We were perfectly happy, the world and all its problems seems like so insignificant. What I felt? Safe, secure, I know nothing is coming our way. So, what happened? What happened is people grow up, and sometimes they grow apart. As cliché as it sounds, it is true. We weren’t each others priority, and life is getting its way through the relationship. We were both so distracted that we almost forgot each other.
 Holding on so tight to something that I knew was not going to work out was totally wrong. It could have ended in a better way, but it didn’t maybe because of my selfishness. It was nothing but bittersweet. But whats the point of staying longer if it only brings misery? If people asked me how I know this is it, it was really simple although it took me a very long time to pull the trigger for real. I wasn’t feeling safe anymore, nor secure. I feel like everything is crumbling apart, and coming back to him always works, but this time it didn’t. Life gets its way too much, that I was used to not having him around or him caring. It didn’t matter for me whether he cares or not, because it didn’t matter anymore. I was simply used to not having him around. I turned to other people for my problems, for companionships. That’s how I know that it’s the end.
Was I sad? More than sad, I was heartbroken but I knew it was coming sooner or later. I was heartbroken wayyyy before we ended things for real. Its just the selfish me that drag everything too much. We could have ended things much sooner. Was there anything left? Of course there are, after almost 3 years being together how could there wont be? But regardless of what is left from it, there is nothing we can do about it. The ship has sailed, so does my heart and everything that I used to feel.

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